Heart To Heart

2011-06-14T14:06:00.001+08:00

The best thing about being me… I’m a limited edition… there are no other copies!!!

So Random

2011-06-14T10:36:00.002+08:00

I miss my long hair. Now it is so damn short. The short hair pix was a few months back. Now it has grow a lil bit longer. Just a lil bit. It touches my shoulder already. But still it is consider short. i dont know how long more to grow as long as the before picture. Haizzz... If i brag about how short my hair is to Fiance, he will say, "blame it to Snip Ave" The hair salon that i should say spoil my hair. Ohh wells... i'll shall wait for my hair to grow.

Father's Day is just round the corner

2011-06-14T10:01:00.003+08:00

I want to wish all the dads a happy Father’s Day, and to celebrate with all the men here today – grown-ups and kids alike – the blessing of being a man. On Mother’s Day we honor not only the moms but all women, and on Father’s Day we do the same for all men. That’s because when God created human beings he created us male and female, and then God blessed us. It is a blessing from God to be a woman. And it is a blessing from God to be a man.

Dear Dad,

To a Man of Few Words
But of Great Wisdom
Your actions have always
Spoken louder than Words
And have always been an
Inspiration of Me.
Dad you are never wrong
The only time you are wrong
is when you think,
I forgot about you.
Love you Dad!
I want to tell you
How much you mean to me
Bcoz you are always
Thought about in such a special way,
And do so much to brighten any day.
Wish you a Happy Fathers Day.

Maybeline Clear Smooth BB Cream & Face Powder

2011-06-10T13:57:00.008+08:00

I must say something about this Maybeline Clear Smooth Minerals BB Cream.. It is super good la. For the first time i use it, just applying and i can see it softness, clear skin. Put aside the liquid foundation. I just apply the maybeline powder after that. As it says it is all-in-one moisturizer, sunscreen, make up base and foundation for effortless flawless skin. Eyyyy it does you know. It actually make your skin look more radiant. I have tried a lot of liquid foundation. I don't wanna say brands. But this one is tip top. I don't have to waste money of foundation right. I mean if you girls are looking for good BB Cream to buy, i recommend you this. At first i myself doesn't know which brand to buy, my friend recommend me to use this. And the good thing is, it is not that expensive la. I get for less than $15.

Plus your face will look even much more radiant and polish looking if you get it with the Maybeline Clear Smooth Face powder. It is highly recommended.. Should go and try okay.. (",)
I'll post my picture before and after applying the BB Cream/Face Powder on my next post aite...

Spring Cleaning Day

2011-06-10T11:47:00.004+08:00

Today, 10 June 2011, i made a promise to myself to clean the mess in my room haha. Am not saying that my room is really messy laa. Only that i have to rearrange and put everything in order and well organize. I have the habit to use or take things and after that, i just put back anyhow. So end up everything was all over the place. And the sad part is, when i wanna use that certain things again, i forget where i put it hahaha. My fiance always say that i did not lose my things outside but i always lose it in my own room. Whenever he ask me where is this or that, i cannot find hehehe. So today everything has be done. Die2 by today must clean. Tomorrow i'll be busy because i am babysitting baby Rayyan. Ohh i miss that boy. The last time i saw him was last 2 weeks. I cant wait to smell his smelly butt. Ok2 now back to my room. Last time my room is always super clean and well organize but i don't know what happen now haha. I guess i am getting lazier and lazier heee. Plus there is a lot of stuff, clothes which i did not use or wear anymore and i am thinking to give away. But give to who?? I'll ask my mum. She should know to whom i should give away my stuff to. I remember i did upload the picture of my room here before. Ok after i am done cleaning my room and it is up to my satisfaction. I'll take a picture and upload here (",)
Btw, i am at work now. I have done all my work and it is not even lunch time yet. Die, after lunch sure got nothing to do.. But never mind, i will go find something to do hehehe..
Anyways, enjoy your weekend peeps. Have a good one. I'll blog if i have time aite... Bubbye xoxoxo......

Bestfriend Wedding

2011-06-09T09:31:00.014+08:00

At last my two best buddy is married. I am so happy for them. Haha u guys get married before me hah, lawan taukey ehh lol. I am so happy for them. They been thru thick and thin, sadness and happiness together. The long relationship together is worth it. I love them both just like my own siblings. We may not always see each other that often due to family, work etc. but we are still close. And never did we think that just because we did not contact each other sometimes, we have the feeling thinking "ahh what kind of friend is this" We are adults and matured thinking so all this is not our style. Like now, the last time i saw them was on their wedding day which was last mth. But we are still close at heart. I am seriously, sincerely happy for them. Right now, i am just waiting when will there be junior Tty or junior Afad haha.. Cant wait.. AAarrrrgggg... i am just happy for them.. I wish to both of you that quarrel, misunderstanding and misfortune will never ever touch you both. Have a long and happy life together! And I wish you both eyes full of joy and long interesting life together! Be happy!

May you have faith in each other through the laughter & the tears that will bring lasting joy through the coming years. May there be many warm memories for both of you that will bring lots of sunshine on rainy days. May your hand that touches together for a loving care, always bring you both happiness. Best wishes for a wonderful future together.....

Story of Regret

2011-06-08T14:34:00.001+08:00

There was this guy who believed very much in true love and decided to take his time to wait for his right girl to appear. He believed that there would definitely be someone special out there for him, but none came.

Every year at Christmas, his ex-girlfriend would return from Vancouver to look him up. He was aware that she still held some hope of re-kindling the past romance with him. He did not wish to mislead her in any way. So he would always get one of his girl friends to pose as his steady whenever she came back. That went on for several years and each year, the guy would get a different girl to pose as his romantic interest. So whenever the ex-girlfriend came to visit him, she would be led into believing that it was all over between her and the guy. The girl took all those rather well, often trying to casually tease him about his different girlfriends, or so, as it seemed! In fact, the girl often wept in secret whenever she saw him with another girl, but she was too proud to admit it. Still, every Christmas, she returned, hoping to re-kindle some form of romance. But each time, she returned to Vancouver feeling disappointed.

Finally she decided that she could not play that game any longer. Therefore, she confronted him and professed that after all those years, he was still the only man that she had ever loved. Although the guy knew of her feelings for him, he was still taken back and have never expected her to react that way. He always thought that she would slowly forget about him over time and come to terms that it was all over between them. Although he was touched by her undying love for him and wanted so much to accept her again, he remembered why he rejected her in the first place-she was not the one he wanted. So he hardened his heart and turned her down cruelly. Since then, three years have passed and the girl never return anymore. They never even wrote to each other. The guy went on with his life..... still searching for the one but somehow deep inside him, he missed the girl.

On the Christmas of 1995, he went to his friend's party alone. "Hey, how come all alone this year? Where are all your girlfriends? What happened to that Vancouver babe who joins you every Christmas?", asked one of his friend. He felt warm and comforted by his friend's queries about her, still he just surged on.
Then, he came upon one of his many girlfriends whom he once requested to pose as his steady. He wanted so much to ignore her ..... not that he was impolite, but because at that moment, he just didn't feel comfortable with those girlfriends anymore. It was almost like he was being judged by them. The girl saw him and shouted across the floor for him. Unable to avoid her, he went up to acknowledge her.

"Hi......how are you? Enjoying the party?" the girl asked.

"Sure.....yeah!", he replied.
She was slightly tipsy..... must be from the whiskey on her hand. She continued,
"Why...? Don't you need someone to pose as your girlfriend this year?" Then he answered, "No, there is no need for that anymore......"
Before he can continue, he was interrupted, "Oh yes! Must have found a girlfriend! You haven't been searching for one for the past years, right?" The man looked up, as if he has struck gold, his face beamed and looked directly at the drunken girl. He replied, "Yes......you are right! I haven't been looking for anyone for the past years."
With that, the man darted across the floor and out the door, leaving the lady in much bewilderment. He finally realized that he has already found his dream girl, and she was.....the Vancouver girl all along! The drunken lady has said something that awoken him.

All along he has found his girl. That was why he did not bother to look further when he realized she was not coming back. It was not any specific girl he was seeking! It was perfection that he wanted, and yes.....perfection!!
Relationship is something both parties should work on. Realizing that he had let away someone so important in his life, he decided to call her immediately. His whole mind was flooded with fear. He was afraid that she might have found someone new or no longer had the same feelings anymore..... For once, he felt the fear of losing someone.

As it was Christmas eve, the line was quite hard to get through, especially an overseas call. He tried again and again, never giving up. Finally, he got through......precisely at 1200 midnight. He confessed his love for her and the girl was moved to tears. It seemed that she never got over him! Even after so long, she was still waiting for him, never giving up.

He was so excited to meet her and to begin his new chapter of their lives. He decided to fly to Vancouver to join her. It was the happiest time of their lives! But their happy time was short-lived. Two days before he was supposed to fly to Vancouver, he received a call from her father. She had a head-on car collision with a drunken driver. She passed away after 6 hours in a coma.
The guy was devastated, as it was a complete loss. Why did fate played such cruel games with him? He cursed the heaven for taking her away from him, denying even one last look at her! How cruel he cursed! How he damned the Gods...!! How he hated himself....for taking so long to realize his mistake!! That was in 1996.

The moral of this story is :
Treasure what you have...
Time is too slow for those who wait;
Too swift for those who fear;
Too long for those who grief;
Too short for those who rejoice;
But for those who love...
Time is Eternity.

For all you out there with someone special in your heart, cherish that person, cherish every moment that you spend together that special someone, for in life, anything can happen anytime. You may painfully regret, only to realise that it is too late.

LOVE HAS NO LIMIT

2011-06-08T14:30:00.000+08:00

While Dad was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked stone & scratched lines on the side of the car. In his anger, Dad took the child's hand & hit it many times, not realizing he was using a wrench. At the hospital, his child said "Dad when will my fingers grow back?" Dad was so hurt. He went back to car and kicked it a lot of times.
Sitting back he looked at the scratches, child wrote "I LOVE YOU DAD" Anger and Love has no limits...

work

2011-05-12T19:21:00.000+08:00

I am likey like my work actually. But at tymes, it can get very boring which make me feel like i wanna quit my job. For the rest of 9 hours of just sitting infront of the computer doing nothing. Even fb is getting boring if u have to keep refreshing it the rest of 9 hours. Say the rest of 5 days, maybe 1 or 2 days, there is something i have to do other than that. Grrrrr.. But well even if i sigh or complain, i will have to stick with this job. Endure.. endure.. I am left with 7 more months for everything to be over. At times i wish it will still longer, but at times i wish it will be faster. I guess after everything is over, i wont be stress about it. It is not simple to have something plan for something big like this. I just pray that everything that we plan, will go as smoothly.

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2011-04-05T14:18:00.000+08:00

Dear Kiszahli Bin Rosli,

Let me start by saying that I thank God every night since I found you. You came into my life when everything seemed so dark but you provided the light to find my way. I've never been so certain of anything in my life like I am of us. You have totally changed my outlook in life and I thank you for that. I never thought that someone could love me like you do, but guess what? I love you that much too. I feel as if I'm walking over clouds just thinking about you. You make my life complete. I know you've said we could do foolish things while in love, but you know what? With you I wouldn't mind being a fool for the rest of my life. I love you so much and I know you love me too. I know that others looking into our relationship might think that we're saying too many foolish things too soon but they just don't know how we feel about each other. There's nothing foolish about the things I've told you, I meant every word I said. You are my one true love. The day we met was fate. Our lives intertwining was fate. You are my destiny. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I'll love you more tomorrow than I do today. Loving you is the only thing that makes life worth living.

Love always,

Suzieyanna

2011-03-28T16:15:00.001+08:00

Customer Service Rep: Can you install LOVE?

Customer: I can do that. I'm not very technical, but I think I am ready to install now. What do I do first?

Customer Service Rep: The first step is to open your HEART. Have you located your HEART ma'am?

Customer: Yes I have, but there are several programs running right now.Is it okay to install while they are running?

Customer Service Rep: What programs are running ma'am?

Customer: Let me see....I have PASTHURT.EXE, LOWESTEEM.EXE, GRUDGE.EXE, and RESENTMENT.COM running right now.

Customer Service Rep: No problem. LOVE will automatically erase PASTHURT.EXE from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. LOVE will eventually overwrite LOWESTEEM.EXE with a module of its own called HIGHESTEEM.EXE. However, you have to completely turn off GRUDGE.EXE and RESENTMENT.COM. Those programs prevent LOVE from being properly installed. Can you turn those off ma'am?

Customer: I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Customer Service Rep: My pleasure. Go to your Start menu and invoke FORGIVENESS.EXE. Do this as many times as necessary until GRUDGE.EXE and RESENTMENT.COM have been completely erased.

Customer: Okay, I'm done. LOVE has started installing itself automatically. Is that normal?

Customer Service Rep: Yes it is. You should receive a message that says it will reinstall for the life of your HEART. Do you see that message?

Customer: Yes I do. Is it completely installed?

Customer Service Rep: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other HEARTS in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops...I have an error message already. What should I do?

Customer Service Rep: What does the message say?

Customer: It says "ERROR 412 - PROGRAM NOT RUN ON INTERNAL COMPONENTS". What does that mean?

Customer Service Rep: Don't worry ma'am, that's a common problem. It means that the LOVE program is set up to run on external HEARTS but has not yet been run on your HEART. It is one of those complicated programming things, but in non-technical terms it means you have to "LOVE" your own machine before It can "LOVE"others.

Customer: So what should I do?

Customer Service Rep: Can you find the directory called "SELF-ACCEPTANCE"?

Customer: Yes, I have it.

Customer Service Rep: Excellent, you are getting good at this.

Customer: Thank you.

Customer Service Rep: You're welcome. Click on the following files and then copy them to the "MYHEART" directory: FORGIVESELF.DOC, SELFESTEEM.TXT, EALIZEWORTH.TXT, and GOODNESS.DOC. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching any faulty programming. Also, you need to delete SELFCRITIC.EXE from all directories, and then empty your recycle bin afterwards to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.

Customer: Got it. Hey! My HEART is filling up with really neat files. SMILE.MPG is playing on my monitor right now and it shows that WARMTH.COM, PEACE.EXE, and CONTENTMENT.COM are copying themselves all over my HEART!

Customer Service Rep: Then LOVE is installed and running. You should be able to handle it from here. One more thing before I go...

Customer: Yes?

Customer Service Rep: LOVE is freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everybody you meet. They will in turn share it with other people and they will return some really neat modules back to you.

Customer: I will. Thank you for your help.

2011-03-28T16:02:00.006+08:00

A good reminder: "Take time to appreciate what you have now." --Dont miss reading this one.. i read it sumwhere in the net.... And the story begins...
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On the last day before Christmas, I hurried to go to the supermarket to buy the
remaining of the gift I didn't manage to buy earlier.

When I saw all the people there, I started to complain to myself,"It is going to take forever here and I still have so many other places to go.
Christmas really is getting more and more annoying every year.How I wish I could just lie down, go to sleep and only wake up after it..."

Nonetheless, I made my way to the toy section, and there I started to curse the prices, wondering if after all kids really play with such expensive toys.

While looking in the toy section, I noticed a small boy of about 5 years old, pressing a doll against his chest. He kept on touching the hair of the doll and looked so sad. I wondered who was this doll for. Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him, "Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?"

The old lady replied, "You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear."

Then she asked him to stay here for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.

Finally, I started to walk toward him and I asked him who did he want to give this doll to.
"It is the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her."

I replied to him that may be Santa Claus will bring it to her, after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly.

"No, Santa Claus can not bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mother so that she can give it to her when she goes there."

His eyes were so sad while saying this.

"My sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mummy will also go to see God very soon, so I thought that she could bring the doll with her to give it to my sister."

My heart nearly stopped. The little boy looked up at me and said, "I told daddy to tell mummy not to go yet. I asked him to wait until I come back from the supermarket."

2011-03-28T15:59:00.001+08:00

"What Goes Around Comes Around"

It was so nice of you to judge me. I'll be more than happy to just sit down and enjoy ur criticism.. Seriously, who the fuck are you. Do you think i care. I am a woman who stand tall and never defeat.. Every word that u say or think is heard by god. I don't have to talk back or take revenge or whatever fuck u call that. The one above will do his job not me.. Not every one with status is a disgrace and a look down. I am happy the way i am and the way it is going to be. Never did i ask anything from u. Never gonna ask for sympathy from anyone. Whatever is going to befall on me, i will still be smiling and praise god. Theres a simple word to describe this kind of disrespectful human.. "KARMA"

2011-03-28T15:51:00.001+08:00

From the very Beginning, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him. Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence. After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?" The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged. The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up. One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice...... The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart every time it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer. With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phone calls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy. With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him. A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

2011-03-27T16:08:00.001+08:00

*INSOMNIA*

Why do people hate insomnia.. Cauze you cant sleep at night.. you know how hard it is to fall asleep.. Toss an toss and still your eyes are wide open.. you have a very important things to do the next morning and you need to sleep and rest but you cant. Some may think that we did it on purpose, we just dont wanna sleep. Hey.. Sleeping at night is the most peaceful time of a day.. Who wouldnt want that.. DUH!!! Some are even under medication because of this, so this is not a joke people

TAKE A MINUTE AND THINK ABOUT IT

2011-03-03T09:39:00.002+08:00

So.. whats with work today, I do a lil spring cleaning just now, only on my desk area only haha. so dusty.. I am down with bad flu now and maybe cleaning up all this dust around here help. Plus baby Rayyan is at my place for a few days and i cant hug & kiss him due to my flu tsk.. But nevermind, so long he is at my place and my house is not as quiet as it is, it is fine.

Well, i am on diet right now, I seriously need to lose weight to badly but i am always so hungry and want to eat, how like that. Few years ago, i tried liquid diet and it works, just two weeks and it really work. But now i tried, i feel drowsy and so hungry. So sad, i really need to lose a few pounds especially on my tummy area. haizzz... But i wont give up, i will try and try and maybe i'll eat rice once a day maybe it helps. Just see la if it works.

Aniways, i upload a few picture, not new but this year ones la huhuhu.. I've gain weight.. :(

Btw, did i mention that i am engaged already last on November 28.. hehehe.. yeah i did. Will upload picture next time aite.. you know blogger how fcuked up it is to upload pix.. ggrrrr..

To all my Singaporean Clubbers

2011-02-28T15:39:00.000+08:00

hahaha... i cant stop laughing watching this. I replay it over & over..

2011-02-28T09:52:00.004+08:00

Booo... I am officially sick.. Flu, cough, migraine, feeling feverish already & i am at work now.. Bleeaah.. How i wish i was at home on my bed. Seriously, time go very slow today or is it just me.As usual, nothing to do at work and i am sick and tired of playing solitaire. 2 cups of coffee done, just waiting for lunch now. But i like no appetite to eat. Is it because i am not well. Well NEVERMIND..

Baby Zufrin was at my house on the weekends. I got company on the weekends at home. It was so fun. Cry.. cry & cry hahaha. I love to disturb him when he is sleeping hahaha got awake by me, grumpy then cry loudly.. so pampered la that small boy. But i love it when i showered him. Before shower, he will cry2 so loud but when i put his small butt in the tub, stop crying on the spot hahaha.. so cute right. Ok2, i stop typing about that cute boy if not i can never stop typing heh... Errmm i will upload his pix here soon aite.. For now, it is 12 noon and i am going for lunch lol.. Blog later if i am free haha.. bubbye

A letter from Mom and Dad

2011-02-23T17:43:00.000+08:00

I cried watching this.. It is true.. so true.. :(

2011-02-23T11:29:00.005+08:00

I am at work now with nothing to do obviously that's why i am blogging now. this is my new job. It has been 3 weeks i am working here. Everyone is nice here. The work, The bosses, Colleague.. But still, It is kinda boring la cause most of the time i got ntg to do and stare at the com for 9 hours. You know how sleepy it was if you got ntg to do but just sit there and stoned. Yeah, that's how i am feeling right now hahaha. But other than that everything if fine. My boss is a nice couple, sweet and gentle and kind hearted too.. i just feel like home working here. Even the environment in the office feels like in a home and plus the toilet too so well furnished like a home toilet hehe.. It is like i can do what i want with my own timing as long i am not disturbing them. Cool right.. Things they want me to do will be like 1 thing per day, get it done and settle with a short time and back to stoning at the com haha.. Some may think it is a boring job working in an office.. Different people have different mindset and what kind of environment and kind of work they like. So clerical has always been my no 1 job that i would choose so i shall not complaint about it.

2011-02-23T11:22:00.002+08:00

Is my blog still breathing? Is it still alive.. Day by day, i always say to myself that i am going to update my blog but in d end, i forget all about it. I guess maybe i have been occupied by FB & TWITTER. Seriously, i do still wanna blog. I do have alot of stories to blog about. I have to make it a daily routine back for me like i always do months ago.. To blog even i have nothing to blog about haaa.

To start, i have tons and tons of things to blog about. Love, Life, Work etc2.. a lil bit of here and there. If if start to type all of them down, i don't think 1 day is enough. Maybe i shld just start of with my daily routine and maybe you'll know what i have been up to lately.

2010-12-06T03:32:00.001+08:00

Ok sorry for not updating my dusty blog.. I have been very busy.. I have a lot to share.. Alot of pictures to load.. Will do once i have time aite.. xoxoxo

2010-11-19T20:18:00.001+08:00

As usual camwhoring wit my bestie.. Still got a lot more pix to upload.. Will do so if i am not tired later...

2010-11-19T09:15:00.001+08:00

The latest pix that i have.. Blame it on the owner who doesnt bring her camera along anymore.. I myself duno why didnt i.. Hahaha.. Lately, criously, i didnt dress up or put make up when i am out.. My face is now pimple plantation.. I have to wore thick makeup to werk which is really bad for a sensitives skin for me and now, pimple plantation is growing ggrrrr..
Well for a restart, i will start taking more pix now aite.. Geezz.. I am just so in love with iblogging lor, so much easier now hahaha....

2010-11-19T07:30:00.001+08:00

THE BLOG GIRL IS BACK ON TRACK......... YIPEEEEE......

I fcuking miss blogging

2010-11-19T06:55:00.001+08:00

It has been a very very long time since i last update my blog.. Yeah i know, my blog is so dead.. Super dead.. I have been busy with life, werk.. And.. Pssst2... I am getting engaged next sun.. Yeah i know.... I am so fcuking excited.. Ntg else matters now.. On now it is making me feel like butterfly in my stomach hahaha.. Alot more of preparation has not finish but that is mums job haha... Now that i am super free, i'll pay attention on this and get at all done.. Plus i need to lose a lil bit of weight... Or i cant fit to my baju la.. The tailor wldnt want to make allowance for me as she say it wont look nice it has to be tight.. "whatever"

Actually i do miss blogging. I do log in once awhile but in d end i duno what to type.. I do miss my blog readers too tho.. Wonder if they still remember me (",)
I miss being regconized and random ppl saying hi to me.. I guess i have to start my blogging session again like before.. Now that i have blogspot handy in my iphone... Wow.. Now that really make my life so fcuking easier laaa... Hahahaha...

2010-08-06T23:10:00.008+08:00

Went to town with love.. had late lunch at Lucky Plaza and jalan2 for awhile. We sat alot haha.. like very tiring la walk here walk there.. sat down and talk2. Guess what we talk about, we talk about money hehehe. PLAN WHAT WE SHOULD DO WITH OUR MONEY.. But well at least everything is well manage now that i already start working. Need to save up. Hari Raya is coming haiz.. money..money..money..$$$. Have alot of plans set for future and of coz money is needed and i hope everything go as plan. Cos if it does, everything should went smoothly. Snap a few pictures just now. I look fat gggrrr... Gonna start losing weight now.. Baby, stop feeding me non stop can?

2010-07-28T04:44:00.006+08:00

2010-07-27T12:37:00.005+08:00

Sorry everyone for not blogging for like so fcuking long.. Blame it on the owner who is so lazy.. Well actually i have been busy with school.. But now school is over, done.. now waiting for work.. Goodbye school and hello work.. Plus i am busy with my practical and stuff.. so sometimes i am tired or ok2.. lazy to blog.. hehehe.. Recently, after so long. I log in to my photobucket and i have all this old pix of me.. I laugh while looking at it.. That was the younger version of me.. Those were my days.. So i save it and here are a few of it...

Ok this 2 pix is not... was taken before i went to phuket.

2010-06-10T01:08:00.000+08:00

A DREAM BECOMING REALITY REAL SOON.. (",)

2010-06-05T19:51:00.006+08:00

Was out with Kisz to Plaza Sing to watch movie yesterday. We plan of watching Elm street but it is selling fast so we watch Marmaduke instead. Quite funny la the story. Imagine if dogs or cats could talk, i think it will easier for us to communicate with them hahaha. We head to Vivo after the movie. Tot of watching Elm street over there. But still, it is selling fast haizz.. just not our luck maybe we could watch it next week then. This weekend, i guess I'll staying at home because Kisz is working this weekend and this week is night shift so in the day he will be sleeping and woke up just right to go to work or sometimes we will just meet for awhile at my area before he goes to work.

We meet for awhile just now to wash his dirty bike.. Gosh.. so dirty that bike. Now it has already been wash, but still it look dirty. But cant be blame, the owner doesn't wash his bike for like years.. *no wonder* hehehe.. Eat dinner after that at MacDonald at my area then he is off to work and he is not feeling that well. He has been having headache since past days. Even panadol also not is helping..

My poor little cat. Her name is baby.. She was brought by two aunties to the vet to get her sterilised yesterday.. Kisz call the clinic just now in the afternoon and ask if baby is there. The nurse say baby is there but we are not allowed to visit her because we are not the one who sent baby there.. Wth.. We are the one who have been taking care and feeding baby since she was so small.. I was really2 pissed off and sad. I wonder how baby is she doing. She is always scared around strangers.. And when will she be back. She will always ran after me if i went downstairs. She even recognized the sound of Kisz bike when he enter the parking lot, baby will come and run to him. Haizz.. That aunty say baby will be back either on Sun or Mon... If by that day baby is not back, I will definitely go look for that aunty.. I miss baby already.. :(

2010-06-03T15:59:00.002+08:00

Had a short nap just now. Woke up because my neighbour above is making so much noise. I don't know what the hell they are doing banging on the floor aarrgghh.. On my lappie and log in to blogspot. I suddenly feel like blogging or maybe something struck inside my mind. I have been thinking and wondering what do i want in life. I do have goals and try my best to achieve it. At the same time, i also think do i need to change the way i am right now. Not saying that i am perfect but i do have bad sides and good sides etc.. Do i have to change it. I wanna be a better person in life. I am sure everyone in this world wants that. I woke every single morning thinking that i am worhtless.. What have i done so far in life is it good or is it bad or is it worth it. I have a lot of history in the past and it flash back in my head thinking i am so stupid for all the bad history to happen. Not saying i regret it but if i could turn back time, i would change how things were in the past. At one point i will think, have i do my job as a daughter to both my parents. Am i a good daughter. this is the time i have to repay them. I love both my parents. But at times i know i do hurt them deeply but they still accept me as the way things are. I want to be the best for them and i wanna make them feel proud of me but have i achieve that.. I am an only child. Their hopes are all on me but i just think that i have not done enough for them. Commitment, i am a fickle minded kind of person. I change my mind easily on things. I always say to myself not to be that way but i guess it is just the stubbornness in me and my high ego. I am glad i have a boyfriend like Kisz who is patience and understand me. I know he always give in a lot to me. Whenever argument occur, i always say to myself not to drag and cause more arguments but i just have this stubbornness and ego which make me wanna go more. I am trying my hard to change that bad attitude that i have. I really pity my boyfriend who have to put up with me. If i were a guy and i have a girlfriend like myself, i will definitely gonna leave her for good. Who can tolerate with that kind of attitude. Even me the person for that cant take it myself. Why do i have to be that way. It is something i can change for myself not othesr. Sometime, i guess i depend on people too much. I depend on my parents and boyfriend too much.. I am old enough to make something useful in my life and not to depend on others. I am not ashamed to write out about the bad side of me because i believe every bad side and good side is one self mindset and you can change to be better. You are not born with it for sure. Hiazz... What more do i want. Everything in my life is perfect but it is only me who is the big problem................

2010-06-03T00:36:00.013+08:00

Went to Lau Pa Sat with Kisz to have dinner there. We ordered a few dishes, well both of us are hungry and everything look delicious... Ate till both of us are so full. Seriously, my tummy feel like want to explode. I cant finished up so Kisz ate most of it till he also surrender hahaha.. We walk off and sit at one corner to relax our tummy down and take a few pictures as usual. Then i suddenly feel like drinking Choco milk shake hehehe so we went to cineleisure swensen to get it. Drink for awhile then we head home.. Until now i still feel so full but at the same time i think i can eat some more plus my mum cook ayam lemak cili padi... yummy2... I think I'll eat later before i sleep hehe..

I still have like 11 more days till school resume. So fast.. but better because i really got nothing to do at home plus if Kisz is working, i more bored. Anyways, Now i have plenty of time to blog but if school starts, i don't think i have time to blog everyday. But i will try aite (",)

On Friday is Kisz off day, i think i will ask him if we could watch Elm Street. I have watch the trailer, it look like scary but maybe it is more to suspense.. Well, i wanna feed my fishes and cats in FB now hahaha.. and after that i wanna eat and off to bed. Makan malam then tido, boleh gemok la macam gini.. But i cant help it. I am hungry most of the time especially at night hehehe.. bubbye.. xoxoxo

2010-05-31T14:33:00.002+08:00

Went to Town with love yesterday. It has been quite sometimes we went to town.. Before that, Love surprised me with something. He MSG me and ask me to open my gate and look at my shoe rack. So i went outside my door and there is a small box. It is obvious it is from him. There is a small teddy bear in it. So cute. Ok2.. the day before, we had a small argument but we are fine after that and he was so sweet to sent me that cute teddy bear with a sorry card. But we are fine now as usual. We never argue till so long nor till days it will always be on the same time we argue and at the same time we are fine.. So after Town, we went to bugis and jalan2 and we decided to watch sex and the city2.. Poor love have to accompany me watch for 2 and half hours. I know he doesn't like that kind of story but he was sweet enough to watch with me. We head home after that.

Just now in the morning, i got practical at 9.30am. Love sent me there and waited till i m done. Both went home and tot of continue sleeping. But he does and i didn't hehehe.. We plan of going swimming later but not sure yet or maybe not.. I don't know whats the plan later since swimming is cancel.. Maybe we will just go out and grab a bite or something or maybe just sit somewhere and play game hahaha...

2010-05-25T23:13:00.002+08:00

i found this poem in the net, I just find it so romantic (",)

You are the rhythm that pulsates in my body
the blossom of my smile at the wake of day,
you are the reason why I haven’t given up or failed
and made me realize life is full of possibilities.

You are the fruitful tree that blessed my dreams
the tallest mountain who raised my self- esteem,
you are the words of courage in my hours of strive
and the calming lullaby when I close my weary eyes.

You are the welcoming sanctuary I always turn to
when my agitated mind seeks a tranquil place,
you are the restful notes which constantly plays
and leaves a serene kiss on my beaming face.

You are more to me then just words put together
filling the bareness with a garden of devotion,
to you I can bravely reveal the secrets of my ocean
and know they will be safe in the closet of your chest.

You are the sole treasure I carry in my heart
then, now and for however long as I live,
today and everyday that we share each moment
it is only for you that my love still breathes.

2010-05-25T20:20:00.005+08:00

I had the most terrible, bad fcuking day. Woke up early in the morning to go for my assessment and when i reach there, the assessor was not there. I call and call no one answer. I went up and down and still no one is there. What the hell. Waste my time go study yesterday if i know this would happen. I decided not to wait anymore, so i went off.. Settle stuff at SSDC and head home. Then i don't know who from school call me and say i cant take the assessment because of my attendance.. If my attendance is 70%, i cant take the assessment and have to re module. But now my attendance is 80% why the hell i cant take!! So now i have to wait for the person in charge to get back to me. So troublesome. Why have to pass to one person to another but still i have to wait for the person in charge to get back to me. WHAT THE FCUK.. It is not that i don't have the money to re module but it is not appropriate if they are talking about my attendance.. So sad..:( Even if i die2 have to re module, i can still do it cause it is only 5 days and now is term break and i am not doing anything.. But still this term break, i wanna concentrate on my practical. I wanna book whole lot of practical because i hope i could passed my TP on July.. Haizz.. So feddup.. I am not angry because i have to re module, but i already plan about my practical thingy and get it over on time as i said before, i hope to get my licence before Hari Raya.. GGrrrr.. Thank god beby was with me and calm me down. Ups and downs we go through and do it together. Thinking of him make me feel more confident and i can manage my time equally.

Beby sent me this MSG just now, because he know i am kinda stressed out thinking about school and he say "Thru hard times and good times, i wanna be there with you.. We go thru together i promise" I am sure you girls know how it feels if your boyfriend say this to you.. My eyes suddenly become watery. By reading that, really make me wanna cry.. Thats why i really love this fella here.. My best friend, My Enemy, My lover, My Sweetheart.. MY EVERYTHING. i love you Kiszahli Rosli. Well ok. i guess i will not think about school for now. Until that person in charge or whoever it is get back to me then i will think about it again hehehe.. Ok peeps, daddy has cook my most favourite dish, Asam Pedas.. the smell alamak.. make my tummy grumbling. I wanna go fill my tummy now. If i am not sleeping early tonight, i will update more aite.

Few pictures taken just now while waiting for my wasted journey to school.. I am really angry just now but beby never fail to keep me smile and that is why i am always smiling... hehehe.. HAPPY MAKAN... LAPAR BANGET... XOXOXOX

2010-05-24T01:01:00.005+08:00

Ok2.. frankly speaking, i miss my long hair. But no choice i have to chop it off.. rimas la my hair and i dun like to tie my hair. But2 my hair grow very fast so not to worry..(",) I was at home the whole day but meet love after his work just now and we went to watch Shrek at Jp.. hehehe it was awesome and funny too. Maybe I'll ask love if we could watch Elm street.. look scary but that's the whole idea.. suspends haha.. Got class tomorrow morning. It is revision day tomorrow because I'll be having my assessment on Tues at 10am.. Just hope I'll pass. Love must be in dreamland ready now. He gotta wake up early to go to work. So am i. I guess after i post this, I'll be off to dreamland which i am gonna do now. I'll update more soon aite.. *yawn* good night peeps xoxoxo...

2010-05-22T23:07:00.002+08:00

I know i have post this picture before... But i don't know why but i just like this picture of me and Kisz so much.. I love it (",)

2010-05-22T23:04:00.001+08:00

Wow.. i guess my blog is getting dusty already. Blame it on the owner for not updating for like almost a month. That is long. I have been busy with school, assessment and other personal issues and i am busy concentrating with my driving licence. Yeah.. i gonna book for TP soon and i hope i can pass. As you know how long we have to wait for the TP date. The gap is always long. I just hope to get my licence before Hari Raye.. So pray..pray hard for it.. Wish me luck. For school, 2 assessment is over and i passed both of it and next week is my next assessment then term break.. Woohoo.. Relaxx.. Love life, everything is normal.. Kisz and me are doing fine loving each other more and more every day :) Just hope nothing bad will come between us.. anyway, i have form spring thingy for u readers to ask me questions okay... Well, i have to get ready now, meeting Kisz soon and we are going makan.. hungry now....

2010-04-26T03:05:00.006+08:00

browse thru my folder and saw this pix. When kisz hair is blonde (",)

Thousands of apologies to my sweet readers.. Sorry for not updating my blog for so so long.. Been busy with family, boyfriend and school. Nothing is new for me. School as usual. Had my first assessment last week and i passed. So are my 2 best friend.. Been out with Kisz most of the time. And as usual shopping, shopping & shopping. Kisz keep telling me to stop buying things for now. But end up he keep buying the things i want hehehe.. He totally has spoiled me. Hmm.. I wanna sign up for make up courses but not sure which one i want. Is it Cosmo or house of make up. I just want the basic ones. The pasts days, I have been busy playing games hahaha.. Got hooked up. *Diner Dash* kisz bought me 3 different Diner Dash games. Gosh.. i love it. I just cant stop playing. to those who know this game and like it, you know what i mean. Kisz gonna buy more games for me.. yeahh... Got class tomorrow but well class starts at 2pm so i can sleep late but i will not continue playing games or else i will not sleep. Should at least get some sleep or i'll be sleepy in class tomorrow. Geezz.. My cousin is getting engaged this weekend woot.. so jealous. Wonder when is my turn heee... Oh well i just go with flow hehe.. Gonna clean up my room now. So messy hahaha.. Will update soon ya... Nites2.. xoxoxo

2010-04-17T00:39:00.004+08:00

Pose for the camera on our break time hehe.. next week, gonna have my assessment with the lecturer have to do role play. Gosh paisey la but i have confident and i can do it hehe... It is my ann with Kisz. I was with him just now and the clock strike 12mn then i receive an sms. Wondering who would text me so late. Open the msg, it is Kisz. He was right beside me but he text me to wish me happy ann.. So sweet. We are just newly couple but it seems like we have been together for so long. Cant wait to meet Kisz tomorrow...

2010-04-16T02:10:00.006+08:00

Tomorrow, last day of the week for school. Woohoo.. So fast time flies a week is done. Alot of quiz in class.. barinstorm haha.. Gonna celebrate my ann with my bebylove on Sat,. Cant wait.. I dont know where we are going or what we gonna do hehe. Anyways cant wait. Gosh., i bought lot of stuff this week. Kisz keep buying stuff for me hehe.. haiz have to stop shopping and spending. Kisz pampered me too much.. But2 i buy all cheap2 stuff ok hahaha.. Gonna stop and save up money now heee...

Really enjoy my time in school with my 2 bestie.. well gonna stop now and study. Got quiz again tommorow. Wonder if my 2 bestie studying or chatting on msn hahaha..

Good nyte sweet readers... xoxoxoxo

2010-04-12T20:14:00.003+08:00

Kewl or what, First day of school 4 hours break.. wow.. but just for the 1st day only.. New friends in class.. Lisa & crystal. Both gerek kaki lol. Guess i am gonna see Zymah & Tty face almost every day till October haha.. Class was fun and the whole class were all girls, good right. Upload pictures taken just now at class with Zymah, Tty & 2 new friends & of coz me..

2010-04-09T23:03:00.003+08:00

Went to Vivo with Kisz Yesterday.. Looking for something different to eat other than fast food etc. Round & round and end up we eat at Burger King hahaha. So much of walking round & round to look for something different to eat. After that we jalan2 pusing2 and we went in to this toys shop and i saw this cute little brown bear. So damn cute and yeah la obviously i want it and Kisz say he will buy for me next time so i say ok lor if that's the case.. We sat down cause tired of walking round & round then Kisz say he need to go to the washroom so i sit and wait for him.. So surprised, he came back with the bear. He walk all the way back to the toys shop and buy for me.. He say if he never buy now, he gonna get the sulking face from me all the way hehehe.. Where got sulking face..?? I just sad only what.. Omg the bear so cute and i name it shy2 cause there's a magnet on both of it hands and it can cover the eyes. I upload pictures with shy2.. cute right...?? Ish geram like wanna squeeze that bear hahaha.. Now i just came back actually. Went to TMIS with Kisz to pay my school fees earlier then went to eat at Far East jalan2 then we go JP jalan2 also and head back home.. Kisz reach home already too and i guess he gonna sleep early today so do i.. Very sleepy la... So i gonna stop here aite..

Sweet Dreams Sweet Readers.... xoxoxoxoxo

2010-04-07T21:09:00.007+08:00

I am down with bad cough and flu.. Arrgghh so the irritating la.. But i am slightly better today.. And i am outside right now waiting for Kisz. He got something on to do and i don't wanna tag along so i just wait for him in the middle of i don't know where.. I know i am at Yishun but where exactly, i don't know haha. In between of blocks theres a playground and i m right in the center hahaha.. Well i got cute cats company me here but2 not as cute as my cat back at my place.. Feed them before i went here haha getting fatter that cute small cat.. After kisz is done, we are going to Mustafa Center to buy my toiletries then i guess we will head home after that. Hmmmm.. I am kinda hungry now but i have no appetite to eat and i like a bit drowsy now haizz.. Problematic Suzie.. Hurry come beby.. i am thirsty la. Don't dare to go shop and buy scared.. Sweet readers, next week i start school already. I guess i'll be very busy but i promise to update whenever i have free time ok... Bout my last post, Yeap i am feeling upset so do i feel the same way now but well life has to go on. I rather not elaborate.. make me more upset. But i am ok so no worries.. I am always smiling.. *winks*

Ok2 i am getting bored here alone hurry la masam.. But shiok la the weather windy2 at least it is not humid and at least it is not raining. Ok throat is getting dry haizz... will get Kisz to get me water as soon as he come hahahaha.. Well i think i better stop here before i start typing nonsense things. you know what bored ppl will do haha..

Good nyte my sweet sweet readers.. xoxoxo

2010-04-06T13:14:00.004+08:00

2010-04-05T00:51:00.004+08:00

Went to Bugis with love today.. Go jalan2. We went home early today.. Reached home i suddenly feel sick and down with flu. now i sneeze and sneeze non stop and my body aching. i want my love now.. :( Ate panadol and ready to bed now, hopefully i can sleep.. Good nyte readers.... tata...

2010-04-03T00:15:00.000+08:00

2010-04-01T22:40:00.007+08:00

Harlow peeps.. heee... How are my readers doing?? Hope you guys enjoy ur weekends.. For me, i didn't go anywhere far cause Kisz is working last weekend.. but well on Mon we went to Jp Starbucks to put songs on Kisz Mp4.. Bring my lappie along and let him choose what songs he want. We did not go anywhere, we went home after that. On Tuesday we went to town and jalan2 then we went to Bugis cause i wanna buy new bag for myself hehe.. Now i have a new bag and i am loving it. Yesterday, we went to Bedok to chill with cousin, tty and boifey. Did not go anywhere but just at Bedok and obviously photo taking and went home after that... I upload few pictures taken with them yesterday.. They just love to take pictures hehe.. so am i... Ermm.. not sure if i am meeting Kisz tomorrow. He is working night shift today so we have yet plan. Parents going picnic tomorrow with my aunties & uncles and i don't think i am going but well have fun mummy daddy....

Goodly night sweet readers.. sweet dreamzz....

2010-03-29T12:52:00.012+08:00

3rd day on my course, we have to do fashion parade. Dress nicely hair neatly done and look presentable. I was so shy at first.. But i just tell myself not to and boost up my confident and just do it.. hahaha.. thanx to cousin, she took almost every steps of my catwalk haha. Hey i got full mark for this ok hahaha..

2010-03-27T13:18:00.005+08:00

Friday was a tired day for me. Went to Pulau Ubin with Kisz. We rent bicycle there and cycle round the Pulau Ubin. It was so tiring i tell u. It was a very2 hot day and now i got 2 tone. My legs are aching so pain. Uphill downhill imagine that.. Tired right!! But well, i had fun. The scenery there were beautiful and Kisz ask me if i were given a choice to stay there would i want. Well to go there to cycle or adventure and enjoy there scenery, i will say yes.. But to stay there, NO NO for me.. like creepy la.. Wonder how was it at night scary right. So, both were exhausted, perspiring and face are all red due to the sun we decided to cycle back and not to cont ahead wah.. cannot make it.. I guess i am not fit enough haha. But still, i had fun. My first time to Pulau Ubin and now i know how it look like. At first i thought we have to use passport to get there.. haha pathetic me... Not much pictures taken.. too tired la to take pictures with face full of sweat. Hey 1st time ok that i sweat alot hehe...

2010-03-25T12:17:00.007+08:00

graduation party 2010.. (TMIS)

2010-03-24T00:10:00.004+08:00

First of all, i would like to apologised to my sweet readers.. Sorry for not updating for quite sometime. I have been busy with my 5 day course. Tomorrow is the last till i start my school which is on April. So i guess i'll be back on track updating my blog everyday.. Got miss me or not? hehehe.. Anyways, life has been the same for me. Spend most of my free time with my beby. it seems like i cant get enough of that masam boy hehe. But the sad thing is, I am down with ulcer in my mouth.. It is kinda of a weird looking ulcer with a hole in it.. what the hell. i cant even eat, i cant even open my mouth wide. it is really2 hard for me to talk. i have been excuse from class today because i really need to see the doctor about my funny looking ulcer. Went to poly early in the morning with Kisz. Taken the medicine and i hope it will get better.. Haizz.. please2 be better it is so painful. Beby is going to sent me to class tomorrow so i can sleep late today that's why i am free blog now hehe.. Gonna watch tv for a awhile now then i am going to sleep.. I'll update more soon with pictures kays.. Nitey night sweet readers..

2010-03-14T01:51:00.003+08:00

2010-03-14T00:42:00.000+08:00

2010-03-14T00:33:00.002+08:00

After done shopping and gelato, We went to Mount Faber to chill talk crap.. sing song.. laugh2.. hehe.. although we got ntg to do, we still love being with each other look at each other face even without saying anything. It is the company that matters. As long we are together, nothing else matters.

2010-03-14T00:26:00.003+08:00

As promise beby took me to eat gelato ferrero rocher ice cream. Sedapnye, i want somemore la masam bring me agin. This time i want the large one. as usual i ate most of it and beby took my pix while eating. Hahaha tot he could get away, he ate abit and it is my turn to take his pix. As below are his pix haha legih buruk dari aku hehehehe... love la this masam2 boy

Beby tease me the way i ate my ice cream lol.. but look at him hehe.. masam nye muker awak.....

2010-03-14T00:15:00.002+08:00

Ok.. It is not my first time i went to Toa Payoh Hub.. but aiseyman the things there is so damn cheap ayy i like jakun like that but too bad we reach there kinda late ready so most of the shops already close. Motive to go there to get my nail polish but end up me buying shoes and a few earrings. Damn nice la. So tempted to get more. So much to choose from but never mind la, beby promise to bring me there again and i'll make sure i'll shop like mad woman haha.. Below pix of me trying my new earrings and beby so engrossed looking at me hahaha...

2010-03-12T14:31:00.002+08:00

MASAM.. why City Square.. nak jumpe memberz pat sane eh.?? hahahaha... Favourite hang out place pat luar mustafa center lol... See you later masam. my trial test booking da settle. Can rest my mind at ease now. Today will snap Kisz new hair colour if he bring his camera la k haha.. i want to go get pretty now. Tooddles readers love ya all... muaxxx....

2010-03-12T03:46:00.002+08:00

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
- bike acc

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
- paints

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP?
- none of the above (errm maybe snore abit. I sleeping how i know)

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
- RnB, love songs, pop rock, indie (sometimes) and anything that soothes the ears...

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
- nope

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
- nothing. i have most of it already

7. WHO DO YOU MISS?
- my boyfriend la who else...

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST FAVORITE POSSESSION?
- Handphone.. can't live without it.. =)

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU?
- 1.60.. short la...

10. ARE YOU CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
- nope

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
- nope

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
- nt saying

13. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
- losing my loved ones...

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
- for hair.. anything as long as not all white... then for eyes.. to be realistic just dark brown will do

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING?
- huh?

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
- none of the above...

17. FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
- cheese.. is tat counted?

18. IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
- macaroni and cheese...

19. FAVORITE COLOR OF ALL TIME?
- purple and pink bebey!!

20. HAVE YOU EVER EATEN A GOLDFISH?
- i guess No...

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED?
- erm..... a ring i guess

22. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH? NAME HIM/HER!?!
- no longer a crush.. =)

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
- nope

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
- i think forever 21... but not that fanatic....

25. WHO IS YOUR FAV FEMALE/MALE ACTOR?
- Female: claire danes Male: Jonny d.. =)

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
- nope.. i wish le...

27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
- what kind is it what??

28. WOULD YOU STILL FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
- fall in love with the person leaving or fall in love with someone else? pls be specific..

30. TYPE A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
- 85

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
- Brunettes... =)

32. FAVORITE QUOTE?
- life w/o adventure is ntg..

33. FAVORITE PLACE?
- anywhere as long i am beside my beby. (is that counted)

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF SINGAPORE?
- yes

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
- erm... i dunno.

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
- yeap...

37. FIRST JOB?
- part timer in IRAS

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
- nope. hate receiving one and hate doing one...

39. DO YOU THINK EVERYONE OUT THERE HAS A SOULMATE?
- yeap. but soulmate doesn't mean that they are meant for each other....

40. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS OUT?
- lying down

41. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
- nope...

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
- sweet and cute... =)

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES?
- nope

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
- i dunno. anything lar...

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT AND THEIR NAMES?
- 2.. names will have to be discuss

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
- i tink NO....

47. WHAT IS THE BIGGEST TURN OFF OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?
- not being truthful to himself.... making up stories that are not even true... just down waste my time aite...

48. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU LIKE(D) ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL?
- everything.. classmates, schoolmates and hanging out with friends after school..

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE?
- herbal essence

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
- i guess so....

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
- rarely eat meat for lunch...

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
- yae..

53. ARE YOU A JEALOUS PERSON?
- can't deny it.. yes i am.. =)

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
- yes. of course...

55. DO YOU AGREE WITH FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS?
- huh?

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
- yea. it plays the part..

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
- erm... cry.. listen to music loudly and just dazed.....

58.WHAT ARE YOU DOING AT THE MOMENT
- answering these ques and talking with my beby on the phone.

59. WHAT'S YOUR MAIN GOAL IN LIFE?
- Build a career and good family

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
- i can't rmbr

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
- dunno

62.WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A LITTLE KID?
- yes.. ~~i love u.. u love me.. we are happy family...~

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
- yea. when i am pissed off and agitated

64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE?
- macaroni and cheese.. yummy2..!!! k now i am craving for it

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
- personality, dressing and looks...

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
- erm....

67. FAVORITE SUPER POWER?
- INVISIBLE

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOWS?
- alot...

69.WHAT'S THE BEST WAY TO DEAL WITH YOUR ENEMIES?
- ignore them lar... why bother so much to deal with them...

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
- choco chip flavor!!!!! i loike

71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES?
- yes

72. DO YOU HAVE A COMPUTER IN YOUR ROOM?
- nope...

73. PLANS FOR TONIGHT?
- nothing.... I WANT TO SLEEP LAR

74. WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE WHEN YOU ARE OLDER?
- HDB flat...

2010-03-12T03:09:00.005+08:00

Went to school today to get my contract sign. Everything settle just waiting to start school.. yipee.. cant wait. Me and beby went to jalan2 at town. Had our lunch at Lucky Plaza and randomly decided to get Kisz hair dyed back to dark brown. Hahaha so proceed to get the hair dye. Now my beby is with his new hair colour. Well maybe he look better in darker hair tho.. will take his pix and upload ok. And2. we ate Gelatissimo ice cream at last.. We had Dark chocolate.. Alamak.. sedap nye. Can i have more masam?? But the next one i want the ferrero something2 can?? lol....

2010-03-11T00:27:00.004+08:00

You are...

Loved
Honored
Respected
Treasured
Adored
Cherished
Longed for and...
Missed

I Love You.....

2010-03-10T19:33:00.001+08:00

LOVE MY MASAM BEBY.... *sniff..sniff* beby masam i suker la..

2010-03-10T03:38:00.002+08:00

I have uploaded my pix with my kiszbeby as requested hehe.. Spare a minute and enjoy browsing. Some pictures taken with my cousin and friend when we're in town yesterday. We really took alot of pictures. Anyways school starts next month for me cant wait. kinda excited tho. Thought that i am going alone but cousin and friend applied too well at least got kawan2. I still have my unfinished car theory test then school starts and then i'll be working after that. phew, i hope i can cope tho. Btw thanks to my beby for your patience to help me upload all this pictures i love you masam hehe...

2010-03-10T03:27:00.004+08:00

KISZBEBY & ME

2010-03-10T03:17:00.003+08:00

ME, KISZ, ZYMAH & TTY

2010-03-07T23:56:00.005+08:00

I am feeling pissed off but at the same time i think it is not worth it to feel this way. Maybe i just think too much or maybe this is a beginning of a test for relationship.. I always go with the flow kind of person and always accept wats gonna hit me in the day to come. I do not wanna live my life full of regrets. Whatever i do or happen in my past life, i do not regret every bit of it. I dont care or give a damn of what people wanna think or say about me. Because i live my own life not others.. Sometimes i am so kind hearted and others will take advantage of it. Any shit happens, if i do not take any action or voice it out people will take me for granted. Whats with people nowadays.. I dont have to say any name. If you feel the pinch than that is your problem. I have been bloging since i was 16 and i can post and say whatever i want or feel in my blog.. Thats the whole idea of having a blog..

Gonna sleep early tonight.. So i wont feel what i am feeling right now.. i hate it.. good night sweet readers.... sweet dreamz.

2010-03-07T23:47:00.002+08:00

This cat always come to me whenever i am downstairs under my void deck waiting for Kisz or my friend to come.. I name her Poser.. hehehe.. randomly snap picture of her. She is always around. Cute thing la her.. I have another cat, she is smaller than this one but that one hah, so shy la.. that one more cuter.. i name her Baby.. Will snap a picture of Baby and post haha...

2010-03-07T01:25:00.005+08:00

Did not sleep the whole night yesterday coz cousin and friend came over to my place.Trust us for not sleeping at all till the sun rise. Early in the morning today, went to polyclinic.. I am not feeling that well the past few days. Feeling drowsy at random time, migraine the worse one. Went to private clinic but the medicine doesnt work so i try poly see if the medicine works. Meet my beby today. Short Singapore trip hehe.. We went to bugis then to town then to Henderson wave and back to Bugis.. Tot of watching Alice in wonderland at Bugis but the next show is too late so we give it a pass Hahaha.. We dont even know where we heading to.. Actually both of us are so tired. Kisz came back from work this morning, he slept for a few hours then meet me. And me coz i did not sleep at all last nite.. So both are so shag but it doesnt stop us from meeting even tho we dont have a plan of where to go and what to do as long we are together. Reached home, have a quick shower and laze on my bed while posting this now. waiting for my beby to reached home safely...

Good nyte sweet readers.. sweet dreamz (".)

2010-03-06T02:01:00.006+08:00

Friends sleepover my place. Macdonald for late supper, Networking, Gossips and Camwhoring.. Me and my bitch were having so much fun.. upload a few pictures taken...

*my retarded friend*

*my cute cousin*

2010-03-05T03:17:00.005+08:00

*INSOMNIA*

TAKE A MINUTE AND THINK ABOUT IT

2010-03-04T23:45:00.010+08:00

Dear Kiszahli,

Hey, Beby... I miss you. I'm just here thinking about you, like I always do. I hope you feel the same way too. The thought of you in my arms right now sounds so good to me. I just want you to know how much I love you.

Ever since the first time I heard you on the phone and heard your voice, I miss you every second of my life. I knew I found someone special. I will always remember how sweet you are and how every time my phone rang and I heard your voice I would smile and I was happy from that point on....

Love always,

Suzie....

2010-03-04T23:23:00.003+08:00

why must he always take my picture while eating....... haa....

2010-02-28T01:11:00.005+08:00

Went to eat FISH HEAD CURRY with my beby at Sakuntalas.. Yummy.. Gosh i guess i m drooling for more fish head curry now.. I ate every single bit of it.. Seriously, it was so delicious.. You guys should go try it. Really worth the money.. Kisz baby took my picture before and while eating it, Ok keep your thoughts to yourself. I know i look so greedy haha.. Poor my beby, he only got to eat a little of it cause this hungry monster eat most of it hehehe.. Looking forward for more fish head curry...

*beby can i have more fish head curry please....

2010-02-24T22:52:00.011+08:00

SO TENSE.. FEELING F**KED UP... WHAT A LIFE.. BORED..BORED..BORED..

Everything seems not to be right at all.. Everything seems all wrong.. How can a small mistakes be a bigger one. Am i a stranger in their life. Where do i stand in their life?? Do i even exist in their life. Do i even deserve to be treated this way??

Breathing in and out slowly trying to catch my breath. But heart is pounding very fast. Is that anger or sadness... :(

missing my beby so much now :(

2010-02-24T11:25:00.009+08:00

You're the thought that starts each morning
the conclusion to my day.
You are all in I do
and everything I say.
You're the smile on my face
the twinkle in my eye.
The warmth inside my heart
and the fullness in my life.
You're the hand laced im mine,
and the coat upon my back.
My friend, My love
my shoulder to lean on.
You're my silly, mature, caring
thoughtful, bright and honest guy.
The one who holds me tightly
when I need to cry.
You're the dimple to my cheek
the ever constant tingle in my soul
The voice that makes me weak
the happiness of my life.
You are all I've ever wanted.
You are all I need
You are all I've dreamed of
You are all this to me

2010-02-24T10:51:00.016+08:00

Suddenly i felt the urge to write. To write to my dearest boyfriend. My words.

The love we share is still strong and getting stronger. The faults we made before are the past, the past that is not to be remembered but to learn from so we won't make those mistakes again. If i was given the chance to go back in time and change what i did i won't because i know without making those mistakes i won't be the person i am today and being with you. Knowing how much i love you and how much it hurts if you were to go. You have always made me happy. You're the reason for my smile baby. I ♥love you baby and only you.

Lips so soft as our kiss becomes deeper,
Hearts beating faster knowing that you're a keeper.
Bodies pressed together, beating, breathing,
moving the same way,
I move my head back for a minute as if i have something to say.
Trying to find just the right words to say to you,
But i just can't, I don't have a clue.
I want you to know I ♥love you so,
if it was up to me I'd do anything so i never had to let you go.

2010-02-24T10:33:00.013+08:00

Early breakfast with my beby

Sleepy face for Kiszbeby & Make up free for Suzie

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2010-02-24T05:39:00.008+08:00

* Ok.. i am addicted to this song.. Period.. Haiz...

2010-02-24T05:10:00.019+08:00

AArrGGhhh... i cant sleep.. now what time ready.. 5.20am. I am meeeting Kisz for breakfast later at 9am haizzz.... Plus i am bored. what can i do at this hour. So why dont i blog. Hmm.. maybe my beby might be reading this, *i love you beby* i'll see you later ok, cant wait. You know i am trying my very best to sleep. I bought myself a new hp haa... Nokia E71.. the only thing i like about the phone is the colour lol.. There is still alot of things i wanna buy, but i have to put it aside first cause i need to save up for my school.. Haizz.. Hmm.. something new about me, I AM STARTING TO LISTEN TO TYPICAL SENTIMENTAL MALAY SONGS.. why..why... Blaming Kisz, he keep singing to me this one malay song over n over again, and now the song is stuck in my head. Not only that, i have it on my mp3 too.. GGRRRR....

Btw readers, thanx for all your sweet comments. Really appreaciate it.. Just dont argue2 ok haha.. Will always update my blog whenever i am free aite... (",)

2010-02-22T15:18:00.003+08:00

2010-02-22T04:56:00.006+08:00

Have not meet them for quite some time till on Saturday. It was unplan, we met up.. Love you girls.

Love you Beby

2010-02-20T00:59:00.006+08:00

I spend my day with Kiszbeby yesterday till this evening. Although we ran out of things to do and getting bored, but the company of each other keep us going. We watch horror movie online, feddup.. asik stuck2 je.. haha.. And today, we go to bb to get Kisz hair dyed. Awesome.. Will upload his picture soon. *keep your thoughts to yourself* Dun care what you people gonna say about it, as long i m loving it.. Ok2 i was the one who asked him to dye his hair. hahaha.. but now i am jealous, i wanna dye too... :( Anyways. decided not to go club today.. I dont know, i just feel uneasy due to what i myself dont know. But well i'll be fine.. maybe i think too much lol.......

missing my beby now.........

2010-02-18T17:54:00.011+08:00

*Requested by demand... haha

BEFORE

AFTER

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2010-02-18T17:19:00.008+08:00

Dblo was awesome last night..... But due to alchohol, makes you miss all the fun..

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2010-02-18T15:31:00.028+08:00

♥love is strengtened by working through conflicts together♥

Whats with the debate in my chat box?? Cmon guys.. Life goes on. You cant be stucked in the past. Always look ahead. Thats what i am doing now...

Yesterday is history, Today is a gift, and Tomorrow is a mystery. Live each day as though it were your last, with the things that are truly going to last.

2010-02-18T15:25:00.008+08:00

♥Kiszbeby is Bebylove♥

From the moment I met you,
I knew it was true,
Because I couldn’t stop smiling,
Nor thinking of you.

I couldn't believe it,
Something so wrong I knew,
Because I wouldn't stop smiling,
Nor thinking of you.

Now that I know your feelings,
That you feel the same way too,
Now I can’t stop smiling,
Nor thinking of you.

This feeling’s so wonderful,
Like a dream come true,
I refuse to stop smiling,
Nor thinking of you.

2010-02-17T15:20:00.008+08:00

Foolish moments to remember.. Has turn dusty in my folder, time to empty my rubbish bin!!

2010-02-16T11:33:00.006+08:00

♥ love ya ♥
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2010-02-16T05:10:00.011+08:00

~SPIZE~
This is what we had for supper/earlybreakfast... Chicken cutlet and Kampung fried rice.. The cutlet was super, but the fried rice, i guess Spize ran out of salt haiz..u knw wat i mean. I was so hungry but after tasting the rice, hmmmm....... no appetite.

After done eating, we totally have no idea of where to go next. So we walk all the way from Spize up to Great world. Intention was to go to Macdonald but end up after a very long walk till my feet has blister, That damn Macdonald is not 24 hours anymore so it already closed.. ARGHH... fedupp. Really out of plans already, so we took a cab and go to Pioneer Mall.. hahaha.. End up in the west again....

2010-02-16T00:11:00.008+08:00

Guess where am i now?? Clarke Quay Bitch... I am with dukes Valensi listening to Miami Bitch on the Mp3 drinking beer smoking till our heart turn black.. Talking crap, and irritating China couple beside us dating hahaha.... Jakun nak mampus tak pernah nampak Gmax in their life before... they were like *Wah.. Ohh..Yeh..* irritating kan.. bising2. We both got ntg to do so we start updating my blog.. Going Fullerton later to chill till morning. And now Dukes is adjusting my hp camera setting.. like shit la the flash like want to blind our eyes but if off the flash, the pix turn out very dark, i cant even see my eyes on that pix haha.... What a phone.. It is time to get a new hp lol.. Eh this Miami Bitch, nice song la.. falll in love with it la.. A few pix is uploaded.. Me and crazy Dukes.. haha.. Ntg to do but take picture using the irritating hp.. lol....
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2010-02-15T16:43:00.008+08:00

Sometimes i think love is like the tears we try to hide, only truly apparent as it slips away. If I could control my heart, i would stop it from falling in love again. No matter how many times i try and move on, my heart always be broken again. If you never get your heart broken,you'll never learn to love. I believe the saddest thing in life is caring so much for someone and then one day you look into their eyes and listen to them talk and realize that they are gone. All you see in front of you is a stranger with just a known name.

Love is hard to get, but harder to let go. You have to forgive to forget and forget to feel again
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2010-02-15T05:41:00.011+08:00

Spend my Valentine's Day at home.. Lol so pathetic. Hey i am single so i dont have to bother about it. Was at home the whole day. Clean up my messy room. No one is at home. Cook myself a nice meal. Blast my music to the max and dance like crazy monkey hahahaha. Thats what i do when i am so bored. So now while posting this, I am still bored. waiting for my eyes to shut *yawn* On my tv, lie on my bed update my blog and at the same time texting kiszahli since 8pm i think haha.. Meletup Bill kerane nak layankan si Suzie ni.. hahaha.... Ok i think my eyes macam sticky2 already. hope my eyes not playing tricks on me. Gonna shut my lappie dwn and try to sleep. 1 more hour before the sun is up, i gotta shut my eyes now.. Booo......

2010-02-15T04:52:00.005+08:00

Where are they?? All gone in just 1 snap. I dont even know what the hell happen. Both of them vanished in a blink. Wheres the fault.. whats the reasons. Please tell me girls, What happen?? Miss you girls so much. Never been apart till this long. No phone calls no texting.. nothing. I dont see any problem at all but why with the dissapearance. You both leave me with a question mark in my mind. I just miss those times. Fun, laughter and sorrows. If it is gonna be this way permanently, i got no say!!! I miss you both.
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2010-02-15T04:41:00.005+08:00

Me and heartbreaker.. Friendly kiss for me.. Think ntg of it fellas. He was so fcuking drunk and dancing all alone by himself. It is good to stay sober and look at all their funny attitudes. Hillarious. Friends For-Ever Winehouse
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2010-02-15T01:04:00.008+08:00

Went to Supperclub yesterday, not gonna say 10/10 but it was aite.. guess just not the club for me. went with Emy, Dukes and the rest. the fun was them but not the club haa... Walk round and round the club. Went up and down and i was shocked when someone tap me on my shoulder, it was Michael.. Asshole.. I cant believe i saw him there. It has been like so long since i last saw my best friend. He is looking good and as usual horny like a bitch.. tsk..tsk..tsk.. hahaha. Then being in the club, i went down to buy beer at Cheers and every single one of my friends followed..haha.. sat right outside cheers, and drink lol.. Funny people. Mike came and join instead being in the club with his friends. But well, annoucement to make.. I guess its gonna be my first and the last time i'll go to Supperclub.. *For Now* Dblo, rebel *awesome* And..And.. to those who saw me,(my readers) next time tap me and say hi la.. Say who you are bla..bla..bla.. dont shy2 ok.. I dont bite. lol p/s: You guys never see me digging my nose right hahahaha. Who knows u guys watch me from far and i am behaving so inappropriate haha.. You wish, i m not gonna dig my nose in public haha... Have some pictures taken. didnt take much coz everyone was like drunk, how to take picture like that lol

2010-02-13T02:14:00.003+08:00

welcome to my new blog readers... have to delete my old blog due to some reasons.. trying my very best to be strong and taking things slow. but no worries, i will relink u guys back ok.. one at a time. niways thanx you guys for the support and advices. really appreciate it so much. guess i m back on the track with new life, new love(hope so) and new journey. will keep u guys update ya.. will upload more pictures okay (",)

2010-02-13T02:12:00.003+08:00

NEW LIFE
NEW LOVE
NEW JOURNEY